Dear Younger Me:

Dear 15-year-old Ursula:

Greetings from the future! It is the year 2014. You are a successful film and stage actress and drive a Mercedes hovercraft. Last year you made People’s Most Beautiful People list, and this year you’ve been nominated for an Academy Award.

Okay, just teasing you a little bit. I’m choosing to write to you at 15, because I’m now 30. I hope that in doubling my age I’ve learned a few things about life. Perhaps this means I can soon expect a letter from the 60-year-old me? Maybe by then they’ll have better technology for communicating across the space-time continuum.

First, I will encourage you to enjoy high school for what it is. A time to learn and make friends. Thank you for not caring about being accepted by the “popular” group. That’s very wise and admirable! You’re choosing instead just to make friends with people that you like. This will be a blessing to you during your high school years. Most of these friendships will fade after high school as people move away, so enjoy the time you have with these fun friends. I know you want all your close friendships to be lifelong and some will — but not all. Life is filled with surprises, including the surprises of which classroom acquaintances bloom into long-term friendships, and which BFFs fade into the memory banks.

This is also the year that you’ve started going to church and chosen to get baptized. Thank you also for making these wise choices! Seeking to know and follow God is, in my opinion, the most important thing you can do in your life. Your faith will bring you peace and joy and will ultimately lead to you meet your husband and develop many significant friendships. As a sidenote that is perhaps related, thank you also for not being interested in drinking and partying — you will need all the brain cells you can get to help you through the sleep-deprived early parenting years.

Do not be afraid to try some new things and meet new people. I know you’re shy and afraid that new people won’t like you. Don’t let that stop you from participating in activities you want to participate in. Be nice to people and they will like you. Except when they don’t, because sometimes they won’t. (Well, those people are jerks, so you shouldn’t pay them any mind). Also don’t let your fear that you might not be good at something prevent you from trying it. If you want to run on the track team, then run on the track team. Maybe you won’t be very good, but you won’t know unless you try. Likewise, if you want to join the choir or start a photography club — you should do those things! You won’t have as much time and energy when you’re in college and beyond.

Lastly, don’t worry so much about academic success and getting into an elite college. I mean you should do your best in school, but don’t give yourself a heart attack. You don’t really want to go to an elite college anyway — it’s just not your destiny. You’ll get a good education and meet your husband at the University of Oregon. But maybe you should reconsider the journalism degree? Marketing perhaps, or something else with the potential for good pay?

Love,

30-year-old Ursula (wife, mother, freelance writer, substitute teacher, world traveler, ice cream enthusiast)

 

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5 comments
  1. Alice said:

    The 15-year-old Ursula was already a wise and beautiful human being. I remember her well. I’m glad she made it through those trying teen years intact. My letter to the current you–persevere, continue to stay away from the party and drink world, and cherish your little one with all your heart and soul, as you are doing. Be kind to yourself. Love your husband well, as you already do. Give yourself credit.

  2. ursulamarie said:

    Thanks Mom.

  3. Many of these notes could have been written to my 15-year-old self, too! I’m glad I, too, spent time with people I genuinely liked instead of chasing after popularity. I felt (pretty) free to be my weird, dorky, academic self during high school and made wonderful friends because of that. I’m glad you and I are still connected!

  4. ursulamarie said:

    Yes — I’m glad we’re able to stay in touch via blogging. Also, I recently saw Kevin “Prom Date” Bryan and he insisted that we were actually super popular in high school. To which I replied, “Yes… yes we were.”

    • That is too funny! My husband still teases me because my idea of a good Friday night was going to a Mormon dance then eating french fries at Shari’s afterwards. My high school experience was a lot, ah, tamer than his. 😉

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